Did Ana do this? Could it be fate?

Yesterday my shopping food order was supposed to come for the week.
For some reason it was cancelled. I called them and they didn't have any idea why it had happened.
My boyfriend decided he was going to go to the chipshop and get some chips...No way was I going to binge on them. So I decided I wasn't going to eat dinner.
I had only eaten a orange in the day. So I treated myself to a cup of ginger ale and that was all. Was it fate, that it didn't come?
I woke up this morning really tired, but I felt good. I managed to go the day on about 100 cals.
I had a dream about food, well not really food...TicTacs! haha. So strange.
I had a delivery also of the book by Mayra Hornbacher, Wasted. I have read that it is good thinspiration on other peoples blogs. So I'm looking forward to reading it.
As I did so well yesterday I'm going to eat my full 500 cals today and have a small pack of sushi for lunch and some salad for dinner.
My boyfriend is insisting we goto the shop to do the shopping that didn't come. I haven't been to the supermarket in a while, it's going to be quite hard and I'm pretty scared about it. But if I have the sushi it should fill me up. Argh I really hope it doesn't break me, fingers crossed I'll still have the willpower and Ana will come with me to stop any temptations.
Stay strong ladies and think thin! Hopefully I'll be able to. xxxxxxxxxxxx

Plans, plans, plans

So My plans are as follows....
I will not eat no more than 600 cals a day.
I will reduce this after a month by 100 cals.
I will not binge.
I will not make friends with Mia.
I will obey Ana.
I will use thinspiration.
I will excercise everyday.

My thinspiration is other bloggers, Mary-kate Olsen, Nicole Richie..

I woke up this morning with a song in my head....It's very app. to how I feel right now and I think the lyrics may help you too. Must be why I woke up with it in my head...

When I'm lost in the rain
In your eyes I know I'll find the light
To light my way, when I'm scared losing ground
When my world is going crazy you can turn it all around
And when I'm down you're there pushing me to the top
You're always there giving me all you've got

For a shield, from the storm for a friend, for a love
To keep me safe and warm, I turn to you
For the strength to be strong, for the will to carry on
For everything you do, for everything that's true, I turn to you

When I lose the will to win
I just reach for you and I can reach the sky again
I can do anything 'cause your love is so amazing
'Cause your love inspires me
And when I need a friend you're always on my side
Giving me faith taking me through the night

For a shield, from the storm, for a friend, for a love
To keep me safe and warm, I turn to you
For the strength to be strong and for the will to carry on
For everything you do I turn to you yeah

For the arms to be my shelter through all the rain
For truth that will never change for someone to lean on
But for a heart I can rely on through anything
For the one who I can run to oh I turn to you

For a shield from the storm, for a friend, for a love
To keep me safe and warm, I turn to you
For the strength to be strong, for the will to carry on
For everything you do, for everything that's true
For everything you do, for everything that's true, I turn to you

Think thin, I will post in more depth when I'm alone xxx