Now I'm not a saint, but I'm not a sinner. Now everything's cool as long as I'm getting thinner

Hello beautiful ladies.
I have managed to find a minute to update the blog...In work...surprise surprise.
I hate not having enough time/privacy to blog more. Would be good and inspiring to build up a relationship with some of you.
Anyway...Good news, I'm down 3 pounds since my last weigh in. I'm now 135lbs, which means I will probably meet my goal of 133lbs for the end of this month. (Fingers crossed, even more) I've been okay. My diet plan has formed itself of grapefruit for breakfast, coffee for lunch, and a meal for dinner no more than 500cals. I've given in a few times and had some pieces of chocolate in-between that, but it's proving to work. Not as quick as I want it to but that's probably the reason why. If I cut out the snaking and reduce the portion of my main meal hopefully it'll drop off a lot quicker. :)
My best friend, who I spoke about previously, has been really supportive and she is loosing the weight quickly too..it's good thinspiration and also good to be able to talk to someone about everything and share tips and stuff. I was off work on Monday, sick (too tired to get up and make it into work) and when I came back in, one of the girls in my team had a go at me and said I need to eat more!!! I haven't even spoken to anyone about anything..(my friend lives in a different place) I was shocked...she then ask me what I had eaten at the end of the day. I lied and said a sandwich for lunch (yuk)how annoying! I hope people aren’t watching me at work. Will cause problems if they are. She’s probably going to ask me again so I have already thought about what I'm going to say... (bagel with peanut butter for breakfast and sushi for lunch) Really I've just had 2 coffees. It's my body, my choice on what I want to eat. What is it to do with anyone else what I want to do? They are just fat and jealous that while they sit at there desks scoffing crisps, doughnuts and chocolate, I'm fine just having coffee.
Rant over.
Will TRY to update more. Stay strong....think thin...
J<3x

I'm down!!!

So for the past 2 weeks this is what I've been doing. Sticking to a 500 cal a day limit.
Fruit for lunch ~ (apple/orange)

A meal for dinner - Very small one!

The thing is, I live with my boyfriend and for the 2years that we have been together I make us a meal every night. The reason I have put on weight isn't because this is a full fatty meal, it's because I've been eating MASSIVE portions. But I've more than halved my portions and have been giving him leftovers nearly everyday. And he (I hope) hasn't even noticed.
And I haven't binged, which I'm very proud of myself for. because I really expected I would. Also it was my birthday and I had a party on the weekend, my mum made me a massive cake and my friend made some cupcakes and I haven't had a bite of any of them. Instead I took them in to my work for all the fat pigs there to eat. I also put all leftover chocolate we got given for Xmas out on plates and watched them all disappear.

Exercise…I walk to and from work which takes 45mins there and back and I have been slack lately, but I try to go to the gym 4 times a week.

Anyway back to the good news..I went to the gym and before I started to work out I weighed myself there and I'm down 3pounds :) So happy about this. This gave me thinspiration...

GW's for each month:
Feb 5th-133 pounds
March 5th- 125 pounds
April 5th- 120 pounds
May 5th- 115pounds (goal weight)

By summer (June) back to 113 pounds like I was before.

I hope I can do this. I will keep reading all of your blog's for thinspiration. Stay strong and think thin! xxxx